so many ways to find or hide our alter ego.our brain is eating us alive
If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness! (Mat.6:23)
Ten o’clock sharp.there are almost 24 hours of forgetting…this is my second face,this is my second body…generally speaking this all is just the second me.just walking and wandering around…too many dimensions for our little lives.too many lights and too many cars,too many people …just wondering…how come that there are so many you?24 hours ago my ears got blind and my eyes got deaf …the city lights turned on .bedtime stories waiting to be told.I sit on the edging stone and wait for the world to start breathing.i might as well be an angel but there’s no use in pretending …we all know I’m just a big bird…walking on the streets with no hearing or vision..just dreaming,just wandering
…14 martie
a plecat aiurea in lumea larga…cred ca a speriat-o cantecul orbului si eventual un mic delir in doi.nu si-a luat nici un bagaj cu ea.atat mi-a spus cand era in prag:sa le spui sa nu ma caute!am ramas nauc si nu stiam exact ce sa fac …sa plang sau sa rad?mi-am lasat manile sa cada pe langa corp si pe voi v-am lasat sa va jucati fericiti in soarele alb.undeva se auzea un motor harbuit.langa mine ticaia vesel si obsedant Tica,desteptatorul cu un piciorus lipsa.
-Tu Tica…a plecat …m-am uitat lung dupa ea,dar nu s-a intors…dincolo de linia orizontului a plecat.mi-am stors ochii prin gene pana a disparut brusc.iti dai tu seama ce a facut?asa singura pana la capat de lume…si la capat ce-o fi?daca e un mare hau si ea a cazut in el?
-gica:tic-tac-tic-tac-tic…
-pai asa…taci…
o molie,niste furnici,tramvaie si avioane care lasa dare albe…camera alba,soarele alb,nopti albe,o lume alba si gandul meu ramas alb.azi n-am idee.nu mai am idee de nimic.am avut una,una singura si plapanda si ceva anume a speriat-o.intr-o zi s-a luat si a plecat singura dincolo de linia orizontului.stateam in prag si ma uitam dupa ea…si poate ca acolo e sfarsitul,nimicul,pauza,inexistenta,haul…si ea singura.ce spui tu tica?povestea asta am mai spus-o?…nu stiu…n-am idee…














